Looking back, I should have seen the signs. Perhaps I did, but I subconsciously chose to ignore them.
From the time I was ten, when I first met Dylan, I knew he was my forever guy. Back then, I couldn’t put words to what I was feeling, but, as the years progressed, I came to recognize it for what it was—soul-deep love. The kind only very few people ever get to experience.
Dylan was more than just my best friend, my childhood sweetheart, my lover. He was my soul mate. We were carved from the same whole—destined to be together forever.
Until he changed.
And I believed I was no longer good enough.
Until he shattered me so completely, it felt like I ceased to exist.
And I’d never experienced such heart-crushing pain.
Until he leveled me a second time, and I truly wanted to die.
But I had to stay strong because I wasn’t alone in this cruel twist of fate.
I look to the sky, pleading with the stars, begging someone to tell me what I should do because I don’t know how to deal with this. I don’t know how to cope when my forever has changed, and I can’t help wondering if I had seen the signs earlier, if I’d pushed him, would it have been enough to save us?
Or had fate already decided to alter our forever?
Due to mature content and potential triggers this book is only recommended to readers over the age of eighteen.
My 5 Star review
Wow! Wow! Wow! This book will pull on your heartstrings then rips them apart and then mend them back together. I am so in love with every single character in this book minus Bianca, she is a word I will not say because my mom reads my reviews. But honestly these characters will wiggle their way into your heart with each and every word you read. This author did an amazing job with writing this book. Phenomenal job! I for one love the fact that she talks about endometriosis! It is not talked about enough and it is one wicked life long diseases. I have suffered with endometriosis for 17 years now and counting. Then the author decides to throw a brain tumor in the story too! My heart shattered and yes I cried while reading this book. Please don't judge me! Please go and get this book, you will not be sorry. I want a book about every character in this book. I am telling you people!!!! This book is phenomenal and is on my 2018 top 10! There I said it! Top ten!! I love you Freckles and Dimples! I love you Belle and Slate!!
USA Today bestselling author Siobhan Davis writes emotionally intense young adult and new adult fiction with swoon-worthy romance, complex characters, and tons of unexpected plot twists and turns that will have you flipping the pages beyond bedtime! She is the author of the international bestselling True Calling, Saven, and Kennedy Boys series. www.siobhandavis.com Author Blog: http://myyanabookobsession.com Twitter: @siobhandavis